Friday, February 5, 2016

Life is Full!

The World is full of dark energy so the imbalance and the world exist. Balance is the ultimate state of truth where the Gunas (Sattava, Rajas, Tamas) were then in a state of equilibrium, there was no change or movement of energy from one point to another. Brahman is also the Atman at this point. This is the state of freedom, tranquility, and bliss where we meet our true self. The cycle of life completes here and Dharma reaches to the point of Moksha in the karmic wheel. All could be achieved in material world only. This is the life’s true purpose identifying true self and completing the circle. Free yourself from the bondage of dark, anger, greed, ego, passion, and fake identity and explore inner world. Choose freely without thinking of results like a small kid who doesn’t think about the falling and injury and constantly strive to stand and walk on his own feet.

Most of the time some of the phrase seems confusing such as, make your own world and you will get what you feel etc. Though this is the core nature of life! Everybody has different perspective about life and that depends on his/her own experiences. It is an intelligent idea to float in the direction of wave than against it. You without much effort will be thrown at the shore. Because of our decisions and actions we suffer in life. What needed is the attitude to accept what comes in a way and deal without fear.  We work as per our nature and most of the time incapable (in thinking) to win over the weakness. What let us down is the fear and winning over the fear is almost the half battle win! What is required is ascension in mental state to remain calm and stable in adversities for larger good than self.


We cann’t change an outer world but we can change ourselves to be in harmony with an outer world. It doesn’t mean to give in as give in and retreat is not the traits of a warrior.  Warrior stands firmly and fearlessly against his enemy even if he is alone in his fight.  When there is a strong heart, it reborn again and again and achieve his Love (true self). The Life lesson is to teach us the core lesson of love and compassion. It is the most merciful act to release oneself from sufferings and this compassion comes from the brevity of heart which even fighting with hundreds of Duryodhana, never peril.  These warriors have been celebrated in our milieu as Thirthankar, Buddha, Arjuna, Bhima, Rama, Yudhistera—DharmRaja and Bodhisattavas.


Mahabharat is all about the war between heart and mind and acceptance of every situation with equal fervor. It teaches us to remain same in happy and sad moment and accept life as it comes your way.  The greatest battles were fought for the heart and mind of Yudhishthara.


Reanimation or resurrection has a unique significance in almost all faiths. This body has to die to be reborn again with new energy. Present body is full of covers, lies, mess and surrounded with all evils. The real self is hidden very deep and we can’t recognize until we kill this present false identity. In Matrix, Neo dies and resurrect and now fully enlightened to differentiate between real and fake where as his colleagues are still in dilemmas.

Goddess Kali is the primordial deity of darkness and mostly shown as worshiped by dark forces, assures and tantric. She is the goddess of time, change, power of action, and of transformation (kriya-shakti). She is the ultimate reality, representing that the power of consciousness and consciousness itself are one and the same. Kali after destroying the rakshas (evils or negativity) become uncontrollable and wrathful and Shiva lies beneath her, as she sits on him, she reached to peace and creation started a new beginning. The dark force is absorbed by the light of pure heart and nothing can compare the bliss of this union! 


It is the ascension to the highest level where past, present, future is just the distance and mind learns to travel in time. How? Understanding level increases which generate capability to read minds and get insights of past, present, and future situations. We all are equal from inside only hidden in lots of coverings. Once a clear vision is developed, these clothes cannot hide the naked body. They reach in 5th dimension! This concept is very well shown in “Interstellar” movie. We all are equal from inside only hidden in lots of coverings. Once a clear vision is developed, these clothes cannot hide the naked body.  Sun is ONE but it rays falls equally on each particle of nature. Love is the only bridge that connects two souls or soul mate. Your soul mate dwells inside you; meet with oneself/true self.


We have little knowledge about our solar system and explored only planet where we are living. Research is going on for Mars and other nearest planets still they are very far to explore. “Only today Tars, but one day they will!” This is positive energy which gives us the strength to make impossible to possible. There is a constant struggle between positive energy and negative energy since time immemorial! Universe is full of dark matter and is ever expanding.  Gravitational force is insufficient to match the velocity of space elements. There is some invisible force which stops the space particles to collide and provide them stability. Such is life, negative energy or a dark force is required to run the life. Positive state is the balanced inactive state like Black hole, which absorb everything inside and reflects none.


Ancient sages hadn’t reached to space but they contemplated the inner space and a web of all neurons and visualized the infinite universe inside. The central nervous system is divided in white and gray matter and with more grey matter.  Nervous system and neurons are the domain of planet Saturn. Saturn is a lone thinker and a philosopher and stays in solitude. It’s the highest stage in Karmic cycle or highest Kundalini in the Kundalini Chakra. It generates a HALO behind the head!  Gautam Buddha is always depicted with a Halo. Saturn Planet is the Topmost Satya  Loka in our upper world hierarchy. Saturn is not a dwelling planet; it’s a mental stage. Astronomy is different from Astrology! Puranic stories also carry the same philosophy but the sectarian editors and lazy researchers distorted or lumped the facts and misinterpreted the old texts for propagating their mean cause. They made Shani a fearful and dangerous God!



Shani is Yama Dharma who decides merits and demerits as per one’s act and in the way give several chances to realization. Saturn actually a most merciful planet and free us from our sufferings. Moksha is the state of tranquility, emptiness, peace and detachment. Moksha is the mental state of peace and freedom that transcends us to the higher upper world! Life is a circle and secret lies in traveling round and round than reaching the destination. Moksha is achieved through Dharma and the circle completes. Dharma meant for the uplift of Jiva (purusha+prakriti) and depends on matters related to Prakriti (material world). Shruti (listening to an unalloyed heart, free soul) is the sole means of knowing dharma! What applies individually is applied to society too.  Change or renaissance occur when society realizes the need and fearlessly stand for it. Kab Ayenge ache din when society is not ready to embrace ache din! Throughout history, all major renaissances occurred by the people for the people.  Krishana (fearless spirit) is always waiting for his Arjuna to surrender unto him, None other!  One who has the purest of emotions to destroy his enemy (evil), the whole world, animate or inanimate, join him in his battle.

To be Continued.....................

Life is Full

Continued...............

Kekayei was a Kali Avatar in Treta yuga and Duryodhana was kali Avatar in Dwaper Yuga. They were required; the negative energy is required to agitate the positive energy. They also bring out the evils of society and of people and open our eyes to see the truth. Rama was not Rama before; he had more humane follies. He married Sita (wisdom/real self) and the period of 14 years exile and hard panacea killed his evils or inner Ravana. He freed himself from the clutches of Ego and fake identity. It made him empty, humble, compassionate and lord of all hearts. Yudhishtera, a naïve player, learnt a tough lesson in life, used his free will and rise as a confident player to game of dice. It is the free will and choice that make one invincible in life.

The Static Yuga Dharma is like the stopped Water, dirty and full of disease carrying germs (Manu Smriti).  Flowing water remain fresh so adopt new 'Yuga-Dharma' which is relevant for that 'Yuga' (Period). We have no control over the outside world but we have full control on ourselves. Life is austerities and who ever completed it gets Mahadeva’s blessings and become unconquered and ruler of the world (Baahubali). One who conquered his senses gets the beatitude in life.

As Geeta says, “Karma karo Phal ki ichha mat karo” because all sufferings lie in DESIRE! Most of the time people who do less work or have less caliber get better result than the deserving one. This fills people with sorrow and depression because the fruit is not worth to deeds. One gets result as per his/her deeds in karmic cycle. Why some people get born in poor and destitute with less means of surviving and some born in rich and luxury? Karma is a female canine! The newly born hasn’t done any sin. It is our past karma that decides our present life. Yet, one can do hard panacea and fix his fate in present birth. There are many examples where people reached to top despite the cruelty of life. They hadn’t desire for ripe fruit only; they accepted what life has given with full faith and no remorse.

Some may have not agreed with Karma theory and we had revered those rishies who had different ideologies. There is no single truth that applies to all ages and society. Everything gets corrupted in time and need to replace with another rationalist approach.  Karma theory was gradually converting in more Karma Kanda and rituals that Jyana. It was the time of replacement and brings new which is relevant to the society and gets release from the rituals and orthodoxy.  Different conditioning of life and temperaments determine people truth and there is no single truth. We cannot simply apply the same norms to all ages and see the history with our narrow eyes.


Indian has a tradition of Anekantvada. All path lead to God! Hinduism is inclusive. They do not conquer; they do not enforce their views on others. They welcome and accept and they have parameters for inclusion. At one time there was at least 16-17 schools of philosophies (not religion) were living peacefully. Religion is the modern term. Islam which in a decade converted the most of West Asia and Europe, struggled 2 decades in Zabul and Kabul and even more to pierce Sindh but couldn’t rooted out its rich heritage. Because India was vast melting pot; it absorbed all faiths and religions and given them place in Varna-Ashram dharma. This rich tradition even merged Islam and they lived here as an Indian. The later Mughal rulers believed on their Indian muslims brothers more than any Arabs or Turks. Hindu Indian society can coexist with multiple religions, multiple paths and multiple philosophies at society level. “Vasudhaiva kutumbkam”. India haven’t tolerated rather accepted different opinions and today’s we see there are ALL Vs Modi. The “All” are who have been always remained intolerant to “out of the box” theory.





Friday, July 17, 2015

Soul Wrenching Love

Darkness howls gradually and craving to brace the fire
As the moon covered the Sun, and kissed the long desire  
Wandering spirit settles at the dusk of the corner
Halt under the shadow of a gleaming night
Celebrating silent storm of the eyes    
Where both are drowning in the ashes of fire and ice. 
The glorious night is in full charm
Devine music is playing in swarm
Red blood of my heart seducing every corner of your soul
Let me burn in you or let yourself cool in my shadow.

Beauty has suffered since a long while                         
Now earned the day after a long mile
Like radiant gold on icy mountain cap
Peeping through the clouds, after a long nap.
Downhill blooming daisy in the golden dust
Golden crystal water flaming my thirst
Find him around in every creature
I adore every part of nature.
Feel the state of bliss in every art
Soul mate lies in every heart.

Creation is in the grip of time,
Wind is blowing against the chime
The moment came to untie the knot
Bid adieu to the forlorn night sky
Last kiss from the beloved dawn sky
New joy is yet to approach to solve the quest,
Soul is transmigrating to the next test.

Morning stars twinkling at the horizon
Healing the hurting and falling hearts
Strive and endeavors to get the moment once
Hope is always twinkling there for us.
The kiss of a morning breeze
Discovered the long lost fire
Had been doomed in the mist of dire
Humanity giggles from the ashes of pyre.

Life is ready to sacrifice again
In the blaze of lust and passion
Worth to endure the battle scars
Reminds the moments of joy and valor
That buried in heart and shine on arc.

Curse, the moon is bearing for eternal
Wounds each day reducing it to dysfunctional
Penance continued since millennium
Hurled to moon through the laws of selection.
To collect every broken piece of heart
Come back with the strength of heart
Travel each day with the same passion
And love magnificently at the horizon
To all the debarred souls and victims of darkness
Herself left alone in the world of mess
Burning edges and increasing scars bestowed by the golden dust of cruelty
Life found twisted roots in the deep concentrated pit of reality.


Getting fragile at every passing day
Dwarfing until the non-existent stay
The sky of life is moonless in sorrow
Lost luminosity mourning in its own shadow
Delicate tears spread all around 
Cherish the soul mates that they inside found.
  
Lustrous cloud wraps the dark forest
Several lamps lit in the smog of fest
Night manifested itself in the adorable beauty
Alluring moon to enjoy the bliss  
Go through the process to catch the miss.
Time is running on a cosmic wheel 
Myriads of chances one get to steal
Leading to a paradise of an acute 
Where mystique fueling the resolute
Self-immolate in the deluge of fire
Saintly insane to the extreme of desire
Adore all the phases of the cycle to the eternal
My soul-wrenching love finally attained salvation!

Monday, March 30, 2015

When Life meet the Death & get the Life!


Millions of lives have washed out,
Millions of worlds have flushed out,
Until you came thundering and painted my sky,
Robbed the virginity that inhibited in shy.
Entire body is burning in flare,
Staking myself to see the lightening glare,
The millions of lives I spent,
Craving to touch the life’s vent,
Exhausted, perish, looking in vain,
To the ruined world where is nothing to gain,
Tired through out of searching the one,
Whom I met after a long run.

Silhouette came many times in dream,
Expanding both the hands in long ream,
The whole weight lied on ground,
Along with darkness and ignorance, buried in mound.
Delighted soul spread her wings at your glance,
Wearing stilettos and come out for dance,              
Dancing without stop and times are long forgone,
                                                Wondering, why couldn't get the moment’s greet before,
                                                Neglected the rainbow while chasing the wild sea-shore.

If ever I could have left you free,
To dance fearless and enjoy the rain.
If ever I could have let you ride,
To drive fearless and enjoy the speed.
If ever I could have kissed you in rain,
To express fearless and enjoy the pain. 
If ever I could have faced you in joy,
To stand fearless and enjoy the coy. 
The truth is only you that visualize my eyes,
The matter is only you that feel my senses,
You the only for I am uplifting my hand,
In the hope of touching the magic wand,
Transform my body into a soul, 
Cut the bondage of earthly role.


Let the angel to meet the devil,
Whom she aspires, thus invite the peril,
Bend on her knees and surrendered,
Eventually, sensed the ethereal wonder,
Long awaited hope have met ultimately,
To its cause of origin, vehemently, 
And settle the rest of life in peace, permanently.

Saturday, March 7, 2015

Rapists are less animal

I don’t understand why they say the rapists have the animal instincts alive and dominant that provoke them to do this heinous crime??  An animal instinct is just opposite; they kill their enemies in fair fight. Who is stronger (among same sex members), will win—the simple rule.  They use their strongest weapons…..like nails, sharp teeth, hands, feet, trunk, built or could be their situational intelligence to defend or attack. The rapists are not animals; they are non-human or devil in guise of a human. Don’t know how devil looks and what he does but certainly doesn't act like an animal. I am defending voiceless animals here; nobody is here to raise their perspective or to present their view points.

Choose any animal and watch their behavior. They try hard to please their female counter parts and they do it irresistantly till the females agree to mate with them. Here one sex (male) is competitive with same-sex members and the other sex (female) is choosy to pick individual to mate with. Male win a fierce competition by heavy courtship, fighting or holding large territory to tempt female for mating. Ultimately it’s a female choice to select a partner or the particular trait, in other sense, she wants to mate with.

Human really need to learn this from animals and behave like a gentle animal. I admire their consistency and passion to roam around the female animal and strive hard until she selects one male partner for copulation. Have you seen this usual behavior of animals in men?? Very few lie in this category and we have classified them as gentle man. Amazing all animals fall in this category!!

Usual claim is men are generally very egoistic and they find it unbearable to listen NO from a woman. And consequently they (who are less animal) apply force to convert NO to yes. They assume it satisfies their male ego BUT actually it is satisfying their unevolved feminine quality. Patriarchal men relate feminine word with weakness and vulnerability and as per their notion, they themselves inhibiting these qualities in worst forms.
Taking rejection is unbearable for a woman when she trusts herself, open and embraces her feminity in full force and come forward without any fear. Rejection directly pierces their deep, passionate and soulful essence of being a woman.

We have many tales of explaining this unique essence of a woman and something which is learnt and understood at ancient time are relevant throughout the time. Feminine sexual essence is highly revered in out ancient texts and they advocated that woman’s desire should be honored and it’s man’s utmost duty to fulfill that. In earlier time there would a ritual ceremony where queen summon to the king after her ritual bath (after menstruation period) and king was morally bound to come to the queen and satisfy her wish. In Mahabharata, Arjuna during his exile period accepted Ullupi’s advance, embraced her feminine nature and revered the spirit of womanhood more than his celibacy vow. While on the other hand, he faced a curse of being an eunuch for refusing Urvashi’s wish. He had to face the wrath of a woman to disallowing her feminine sexual essence.

Men have insecurities in denial because they don’t have trust on their own self and their capability to attract other sex. Thus, they cannot be equated with animals when it comes for selection of a partner; it is always a female’s choice in their world. So feminine category and animal category is out from the options. The real category is yet to be searched.

Wednesday, February 18, 2015

In search of..............................

Wandering over hills and dale
Moving with clouds, forth and back
Dove, in search of a new lair
While time is betraying the old pair 





Darkness is crying around
and language is falling on ground
Moving in a group or alone
Departing from friends and being alone
Effort is hard and odds are thrown
Hope is debarred and adversities are grown

Migrant I m, and travelling constant
To unknown path and unknown people 
Dealing with a different way to different truth
Reaching to the ages from a delicate youth

Knowledge and experience leading the path
Crediting the journey with love and wrath
Memoirs, I saved is my treasure
Reminds me a journey of pain and pleasure

Monday, March 24, 2014

लगभग

लगता है सब पुूर्ण सम्पूर्ण
इधर उधर बहुत कुछ
मगर कुछ भी पूर्ण नहीं होता
होता है सब आधा अधूरा
आँखों कि कल्पना मात्र
या कहें ज्ञान कि कमी
जो लगता है सब पूूर्ण सम्पूर्ण

                                         कुछ कहने पर कुछ सुनने पर
                                         बात भी काट छांट  कर होती है लगभग
                                         कोई शब्द वयर्थ लगे कोई अक्षुण्य लगे
                                         उसे हटाकर वाक्य कर दिया लगभग!
                                         प्रशंसा लगभग, द्रेष लगभग
                                         जो लजजित न करे, निंदनीय न बनाये
                                         जो विचारों में तो पूर्ण, किन्तु जिह्वा पर लगभग!

ऊंचाईं कि क्या सीमायें निष्चित करे
ऊंचाई जो अनंत है, विमाविहीन है
हिमालय कि ऊंचाई  सीमान्त है, सम्पूर्ण नहीं
यह ऊंचाई का उदहारण है परिभाषा नहीं
हिमालय से बहती गंगा की धार अपार
निश्छल जल स्वामिनी पवित्रता का सार
अपना प्रलयकारी स्वरुप त्याग कर वरदायनी बनकर
अपने अस्तित्तव के लगभग से ही तृप्त कर देती है!

                                          जब लगभग से ही जीवन तृप्त, तो पूर्णता कि तृषणा क्यों,
                                          जीवन का उद्देशय लगभग, तो सर्वस्य पाने की चाहत क्यों!
                                          लगभग में ही जीवन का सार है, मृत्यु  पर मोक्ष है,
                                          सम्पूर्णता में होकर भी सब तरफ विक्षोभ है,
                                          जगत का आदि लगभग, अन्त लगभग
                                          हमारा सोचना, करना, बोलना, लगभग
                                          प्रकृति कि सुंदरता लगभग, पृथ्वी पर जीवन लगभग

दीर्घकालीन भी अतिदीर्घा के बाद अल्प है
लगभग ही सम्पूर्णता का दूसरा विकल्प है!
हम अपने लगभग में ही पूर्णता को खोजें
लगभग को कम नहीं, पर पूर्ण ही समझें!

                                        लगभग में प्रेरणा, उत्सुकता, चिन्ता,तलाश  है
                                        जीवन के सब गुण, अवगुण इसमें विद्ध्मान हैं,
                                        सम्पूर्णता एक शब्द मात्र, विचारों कि अभिवयक्ति का माधयम है
                                        लगभग ही स्वीकार्य सच्चाई, यथार्थ का मर्म है!